Wednesday, August 25, 2010

A New Year

Wow, can you believe that we are back at school already? That summer just flew by, it was such an awesome summer too. My girls and I spent days at the pool, we went to Disney World as a family, we took small little day trips here and there...I was sad to see it all end!

Now I'm back, in my new room, at my old school, and I have 20 of the best pumpkins you have ever met. They are eager to learn, they make me smile, they say the cutest things! And I deserve it too! Last year I left my school of 10 years to go off and create change for myself, and after the first week I thought, "what have I done?"

The class I had last year was not a group of pleasers, they didn't make me smile, and they didn't say the cutest things. We struggled all year, I thought of them constantly. I wanted throw in the towel on most days because it was not a good year. They were all needy, they struggled to learn, and they struggled to be a community. It was just one of those years. After it was through I think I was in a state of depression, I was physically beat down (I spent a month on prednizone to boost my immune system) and emotionally I was a wreck!

This summer I healed. I read whatever I wanted, I wrote whenever I felt like it, and I marveled at my own girls. Their growth, their differences, they are fantastic girls! And this year, I walked in the door, I arranged my room and I remained skeptical. But, to my liking a group of children stepped through my doorway ready to learn and I am so ready to teach them. I have so much to share with them and my enthusiasm seems to be blossoming with each day.

Think of those teachers that are struggling with their students this year. It really does seep into your daily thoughts and actions. It is hard to go to school daily when you haven't gotten them off your mind all night. Caring, thoughtful teachers are out there and they have students who struggle to gel together as a community- my thoughts are with them this year.

I'm off to go pick up my bubbly little students from lunch. Wish me luck this year! I have a lot to share!


Mrs. G said...

I'm really glad you wrote this post! My year has started off a little "blah" (for lack of better terms!). I'm hoping it's just because it's really hot, but your post made me realize that it's okay to have an off year. Thanks...and have a great year!

Anonymous said...

Cheap Newport Cigarettesis one of the online retailers & wholesalers that providing tax free Newport Cigarettes, we have Alabama, California, Chicago, Florida, George, Illinois, Massachusetts, Maryland, Michigan, New York city, New York states, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Tennessee, Texas stamp in stock. All stamps are offered for free (each pack come with a piece of stamp), we also can make new stamps as your demand.

kevinklau said...

Wow what's a nice post. Thanks for sharing such type of nice information with us with your post.I appreciate for getting lot of usewful knowledge from your blog.:)
Please visit on these keywords also for getting full information about energy deregulation in California:--- deregulation of energy | energy deregulation | energy deregulation business | energy deregulation California